I just don't know what to do with myself...

Another long delay between posts, partially work related, partially related to my attempts to start a different Blog. I wasn't feeling comfortable with the direction this one was taking, but upon reflection and starting a new one, I'm back to try and make a go of this one. Work is heading for meltdown - I've got so many deadlines looming that I really don't know which way to turn. One of the major causes of backlogs and usurper of my time is now facing disciplinary procedures. In my last meeting with directors the lack of progress with tasks was unavoidable. Whilst I never like seeing people in trouble, this person has left themselves wide open to criticism and the chickens have most definitely come home to roost. I'm actually feeling so frazzled at the moment that I know my home life is suffering. Normally when I get home from work I enjoy playing with the kids - their simple joys are a real antidote to work stresses. This last week however I have found it hard not to get annoyed at things that I would normally shrug off, or even join in with. From my own childhood I remember my father wanting peace and quiet when he got in from work, and I resolved not to be like that. So far it hasn't taken any resolve on my part, it's come naturally: organising games for the kids, tickling them and reducing my wife's stress levels has been a pleasure. I realise now, that I was naive to think that at some times it wouldn't be necessary to make an effort to achieve these goals. The more I delve into the world of Blogs the more I realise that I do have a pretty good life compared to a lot of people. Even when things get tough I manage to deal with them pretty well for the most part. And I know now that when things are bad I am able to realise it and change my approach and outlook accordingly. I feel truly thankful for this ability. Hopefully it makes my relationship with my wife and children all the better. That's something that I certainly don't take for granted, and hope I never do.